Cancer Update: The End

ruticker 02.03.2025 23:23:37

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Hey everybody, This is a video that, you know, I didn't really want to make. Um, yeah, the cancer stuff has been really hard this last year. It just seems like no matter what we do, it just keeps getting worse and worse. This last clinical trial I had done in September, the T-A therapy, was really hard. I was in the hospital for over 20 days, and it was just rough. I really was hoping that it was going to do it, you know? But it didn't. I got the test results back the other day, and at this point, there's just not a lot else that they can do. It's hard for me to make this video and put it out there, but I just—maybe one day when my children are grown up, they'll be able to, you know, watch this. It's really hard for me to talk to people in person—people that I love, people I'm close to. For some reason, it's easier to just talk to a camera and put it out there for the world to see than it is to talk to, you know, my—talk to people that are really close to me. And right now, there are some people that I can't talk to either. So yeah, this video is just kind of—I'm trying to come to terms with everything right now, everything that's going on in my life. But if there's one takeaway, I just want to stress to everyone who's going through something really hard: **don't make the same mistakes that I made.** I let all my pain and all of my suffering just get so big. I got so selfish. I was so angry—"Why is this happening to me?"—and I let all of it make me angry and bitter, turning me into a person that I didn't want to be. I've been praying a lot recently, and I've really been trying to connect with God to help me, you know, find peace and to push away all the angry, negative feelings. I just—I want so badly just more time. I want more time to show the world that I can be a loving and caring person. I can be the person that I used to be. I just want more time. I just want the opportunity to show the world, to show the people that I love, that I can be a loving, caring person. It just hurts so bad. That's what hurts me so much right now. It's not that the cancer is winning; it's not the pain that I am in physically. It's the pain that I'm in emotionally. It's not about my own death; it's about the things that I should have done differently. I just wish I could stress that to everybody: **don't live negatively and hatefully.** Because when it's all over and it comes down to it, you shouldn't have to leave with regret. And it seems like regret is all I have right now. I have nothing but regret, nothing but sadness and loneliness. I just hope...

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